.Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ' 12:11 AM
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it's been quite a while since i last logged in...
i totally devote my time to my job...
reality just sucks...why?the results at the end of the day dont necesary tally with the efforts put in...like climbing up the great wall of china...
the stairs are of uneven level...
very slippery during winter...
a weak grip...
causes you to fall a few steps back?
i guess not...
each time i slip and fall...
i fall hard...
back to square one...
with no one to help...
tormented and fragile...
left alone to fight the cold...
it's back to step 1 up the stairs...
who can survive?
who wants to survive?
if only the heart would stop...hope is lost...
