woah!!! 23days till i'm 21!!! cant wait!!!

as i grow older, i seem to be getting dumber...

i used to know how to defend myself, stand up for my self and make decisions to protect myself... but now, i seem to forgotten how to do all of that...

everyday, my life is all about work and nothing but work... i'm going crazy soon... NO ENTERTAINMENT!!! NO GIRLS OUTTINGS!!! luckily there's still my darling...

it's real nice to have someone to pick me up and send me home... esp when that someone stays at the opposite end of me! super nice of him!!! but hmm... he seem kinda forced to...

wed night damn screwed! returned to MDIS to clear my module... lecturer was like those cartoon's 100 year old turtle... played game throiugh lecture, left class at 8.30pm, half way, hoping to go home to sleep... mrt had problems and it took 10mins to get from 1 stop to another... alighted 2 stops later hoping to cab home... dead tired and hungry!!! the taxi stand was so full of people and no cabs available!!! crap lah!!! damn suay!!! luckily, my darling came to fetch me home... at least i then gotten a chance to eat...

damn freaking lazy to upload pics...

my lucky baby, upon returning to school on wed after a 6D5N holiday + 1 extra rest day, his school brought him out to Changi Aiport. and on thu, they went to this cake baking school to learn to make pastries? anyway dylan made something and brought it home for me and all to eat... so sweet... however the cake/muffin/cupcake taste weird... esp the icing sugar on it...

my bf's like so finally asking me out... haha... dinner and movie... haha... and yes i'm smiling from one end to the other... happy me!!!

my baby boy went for a holiday with my parents... 6 days 5 nights in China...

while i had a little "getaway" with my darling...

no souvenirs for me... so sad...

only beautiful memories...


today, i realised something rather consoling to me...

A: concentrates only on talking
B: concentrates only on fixing up stuff and to back up A
C: concentrates only on following up and backing up B and eventually A

me? my job?

1) A (talking) + B (fixing up stuff) + C (following up)
2) following up for 2 other persons
3) administrative stuff
4) misc/ad hoc

all this and yet i seldom need to work ot. it's really tiring but i'm happy to be able to prove my capacilities...

love my job, love my colleagues, love my baby and most of all... my darling...

busy busy busy... me...

as i grow older, i learn more about the cruelty of this world... i ain't that smart and i'm not stupid... i learn to see things in many more ways...

in life, everyone's always looking for that something... and yet they never seem to find it... why? i think i've found what i wanted and what suits me best...

through many tough times, through many not so right path, i've reached my destination... now is to fight on just a little bit more to see the rainbow after the storm...

things happen for a reason... and many things are actually a blessing in disguise...

pet society in facebook is damn addictive!!! people i intro to play also got hooked!!! haha! and its not the young ones that are hooked!!! everyday i have to play it... but i limit myself to 20mins per day!!! if not, i think i dont need to slp...

watched Underworld and just realised it is quite a nice show!!! i always thought it was some scary, horror movie which i always damn avoid... i think i wanna watch all the other seasons of it...

watched Love Matters... its actually like a sex education programme... haha... damn lame lah!

6 more days and my parents will be bringing dylan overseas... to china, hainan island... my ancestors' hometown... i'm left home alone with my bros... sucks... i wanna go on a holiday too... :(

in the world of a perfectionist, there is no such thing as failure...

u see the walls are crumpling down

still sick... but getting better... sucks! went to see a doctor on friday with dylan... paid $84!!! i'm spreading tons of germs... poor baby damn sick cos of me... haiz...

it's already february... haiz... i just realised, no photos during CNY visiting!!! wats wrong with me! bought a camera and never use...

anyway, already in the midst of preparing for my big 21!!! chalet booked! guest list is almost ready... haha! damn excited!!! feel like a little kid again!!! damn, i'm gonna spend a bomb!!! guest amounting to 80... haha... thats the limit i set for myself!!! if not, it'll never end!!!

recently, actually since yesterday, was hooked onto Facebook's Pet Society... haha... damn cute lah the game! reminds me of Neopets! so tempted to play the game now... haha!

NO PHOTOS!!! ARGH!!!

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