.Friday, January 16, 2009 ' 9:18 PM
xxx
its a real miracle how 2 strangers can share such a connection... no strings attached... maybe this is what they call '
soulmates'... lovers,
bestfriends, everything...
i must say
i'm a lucky girl... have a great job, wonderful boss and colleagues, have at least some support from family, a smart little boy and a loving bf... but i still feel i'm damn lack of many more things...
wat more can i ask for??? i guess it's just normal that no one is ever contented...
thats why humans strive for the best...
my life now is like a set of jigsaw puzzle... all the pieces are just laying in front of me... it's up to me to put it together or leave it in a mess... and i do hope that at the end of it,
there'll be no missing pieces...
i hope everything that i have read, that predicts my life in the new year, will be true... a better year for me in every ways...
hopes... i've got tons of hopes... i must turn my hopes into reality...my hard disk died on me, leaving me no music nor photos... sad...
baby lend me his pretty laptop while he work on my lost stuff... happy...
i'm so contradicting...this 2 weeks, freaking busy with work... working in office, working at home... clearing my last module at
MDIS in
feb... going on for a Diploma... gotta start doing a bit exercise cos
i'm so damn putting on weight!!!
i'm so gonna become a fast arse!!!mon to
fri,
nasi lemak/bee
hoon for breakfast... lunch time is fish's time at the fish soup cafe...
haha... sometimes we'll have
hua hua for dessert... there's great egg tarts and muffins too... so much temptations... damn need to control my diet!!!
things that i never liked nor appreciated are now like my number 1 dig ins now!!!
guess i'm still growing up, finding the real me...
chinese new year's coming... shopping sprees... love the festive season... the food... ... ... shit!!! CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL!!! ARGH!!!
